Where Did I Go?

The past is fading faster and faster, and the future is coming too slowly.
I sit here wondering where I went wrong... Where did I do wrong?
I try to ignore the rudest people, try to make things right, and try to steer away from all the bad choices in life.
So why am I blessed with this lonely life?
I try to make something of it, but its a little hard to do it all alone.
Im just looking for a little love.
A friend, or maybe even a little more... But someone here with me, besides me.
I look over my shoulder, and I see nothing but my own ghost crying in the corner.
She says she misses everything.
Where did you go? Why did you leave me?
And with that, I shake my head and say Im right here, but when she looked up at me with the saddest eyes,.. and the deeper I looked, I couldn't even see my reflection.
Everything that happens to me is my own fault. I was the one who made her cry.
Where did I go? Where did I go wrong?
When did it suddenly become a struggle to live?
Why am I even alive?
What is my purpose if I'm just sitting here day after day, all alone?
If I cant make myself happy, what makes you think I can make anyone else happy?
Did I used to be able to do that? Wasnt I once happy? So what happened?
Why all of the sudden am I so down?
I look back over my shoulder...
Nothing there but the empty room. Where did I go?