Hirstory

Am I falling for yet, another fake? Some boy who just wants attention? I can tell hes looking for something, but I can see things, I can see what he tells the others, they are just the same, but more meaningful I think...

Am I just another girl, nothing too special? Maybe Im just seeing what I want to see, as always. My mind is expecting for everything to go wrong; I need to stop creating this world for myself.
When will I finally find something true?

I hope this is all just a mind trick, and that he is actually something real... something I can actually one day relate with.