Late

So sorry for not updating in FOREVER!
but the depressing bullshit really got to me.
So here I am sitting at my grandparent's house, letting my cat walk around while the dog is sleeping in the garage.
So yesterday my best friend's mom kicked me out...
and Im having to hear how lonely Bass is feeling, and how he is crying. Yes, we're a little more than friends, and I miss him just as much. I hate being away from him. Its so heart breaking....
And on Sunday my ex moved to AZ to live with his new gf...
He was crying the day we 'thought' would be the last day we'd see each other.
Why are all these boys crying, yet they dont want to be with me?
I dont get it.